I hate being alone, my daughter tonight took herself to bed early and for the past few hours I’ve been walking around the place tiding.
I must say, I don’t do very well on my own, I love the company of someone, someome special to cuddle, talk with and interact with.
I’ve got very close to someone recently and find myself thinking about her more and more.
I wish she was here in the evening, I miss her cuddles and her voice, making her smile and hearing her laugh.
People say, you gotta learn to be happy alone, learn to deal with being by yourself, but I don’t think I’ll ever get used to or feel comfortable on my own.
I found it very difficult to cope when Jo used to live with us, towards the end when she stopped showing me any attention, I am a very affectionate person and express how I feel through cuddles and being close.
I felt alone even when she was here so it’s not something I can get used to, now that I am actually alone, after my little one goes to sleep.
Me and Jo broke up because I couldn’t cope with being someone who didn’t show me affection, and then soon after that, I had a girlfriend for a short time who was overly affectionate and I miss the closeness I had with her, make sit pretty hard to deal with nothing after that.